Kill Yourself (Part III)

Track 12 on My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can’t 

Part three of the "Kill Yourself" single series. In the song, Ruby talks about her battle with depression triggered by her breakup with her girlfriend of five years. However, $crim is battling opioid addiction and depression.

Lyrics

[Chorus: Butterfly Boucher]
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might

[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]
They figure me a dead motherfucker
But I'm just a motherfucker that wanna be dead
Snow Leopard with the lead in his head, turnin' me into a sweater
Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
I be the silhouette of a sunset
Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent
I'm tryna get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
My ribs are nothing but an empty cage, black hole in my chest
Big bang, Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
In my head, I feel like I'm a guest, so I'ma throw it all away
Because when I am dead, I will be nothing decomposin' in a grave
I'm matter, but I don't matter
I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
Brain splattered on the wall
Grey stains won't dissolve, gonna have to paint it all

[Chorus: Butterfly Boucher]
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might

[Verse 2: $lick $loth]
Always boasting my emotions on how I'm so fucking broken
Think I'm joking when I'm talkin' about blowing my head open
'Til the moment you walk in and find my body motionless
Wrists slit, thoughts of $licky falling in an open pit, shit
Always burn my bridges 'cause I'd rather fall in ditches
If life's a game of inches, then my dick has been the biggest
And my goal's to fuck the world until that motherfucker's twitchin'
Lane switchin', same mission, to die and blame my addiction, bitch

[Chorus: Butterfly Boucher]
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might

Antarctica

Track 11 on Dark Side of the Clouds 

Ruby and $crim describe the height of their depression in the 2016 song "Antarctica," which serves as the closing track, "Dark Side of the Clouds." It features "I Remember" by Deadmau5, which sparked controversy after Deadmau5 himself accused the boys of copyright infringement after claiming the boys had used "entire portions" of his song. 
As of September 2021, after a long dispute, the sample was officially cleared and Deadmau5 was credited to the track. The duo announced the "re-release" of the song via social media.

Lyrics

[Intro: Haley Gibby]
Letting a new day begin
Letting a new day begin
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know

[Verse 1: YUNG $CARECROW]
Locked in my room, four black walls
Tie the noose, no recall
No resolve, fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up till I fall
Murder on call with the *59
Twenty years, and it seem like a lifetime
I been hanging every day from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-, smokin' that dope off the foil, let me ball
Ho, please don't call, don't fuck with y'all
Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror and live for the lesser
My birth was an error

[Verse 2: LORD OF LONELINESS]
I am the Lord of Loneliness
I'll hold my breath, just spoke with Death
He said he hopes for the best
Told him I'm ropin' my neck
Then I woke up chokin' from the hole in my chest
Somehow I manage to function and hope
Every day got a lump in my throat
That's them pills swallowed whole
Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes
End up humpin' they throat
Get the fuck away from me, I hate all of you, faithfully
This world was never made for me
Thankfully, I'm trained to see past all the lies, the ranks, the scenes
I'll shank my knees, then walk the plank and freeze

...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

Track 12 on Stop Staring at the Shadows 

The song references many of the same themes as "IWTDINO," such as homecoming, the continuation of depression despite their success, and being an outsider in most rap games. Both members used cell phones as a metaphor for ongoing problems in their lives, and both came to the same solution.

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Romeo da Black Rose]
Take me home
Take me home, it's the one place I can rest in peace
Turn off my phone
So many messages I wish I could just delete
Questioning my existence (Existence)
Questioning my decisions (Decisions)
Burning down all the bridges (Bridges)
Dig a moat, now I'm finished
Sorry, don't want you to visit, no
No
One last pic and I'll be gone
Make it count, put the flash on
Never really felt like I belonged
So I'll be on my way and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[Verse 2: Lil' Dark]
Scrolling through my texts
Shit I left unread
Never tryna deal with that
There's bliss up in my ignorance
Ten dope dealers
Ex want me to see her
Can't trust her, don't believe her
Reply, turn into a needle, yeah
Don't wanna do it again
Got shit I'm not tryna relive
Head fucked up and I'm sick
These old habits will kill me quick
Quicker than I can blink
Quicker than I could think
Lift me up, don't want to sink
Pour me up, I need a drink
What the fuck do I do
When sabotage is all I know? Oh
I done dug myself
My own grave in this hole, oh, more, woah
Kill me slow, slow
Curtains closed low
Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on, no

Paris

Track 1 on Now the Moon’s Rising 

It's the opening track to the legendary "Now The Moon's Rising" and the equally legendary "Paris" is a standout song dubbed "The Golden Age of Boys" by fans. This was one of the songs that caused the boys in the underground scene to explode.

Lyrics

[Intro: $lick $loth]
Ayy, ayy, ayy

[Verse 1: $lick $loth & Ruby da Cherry]
Tell me what you know 'bout a motherfucker out the bottom
With a gold grill gleamin', makin' all these hoes problems
Stalker, creepin' out the fuckin' dungeon
Switchblade on 'em, hit the guts like a pumpkin, dumpin'
Thirty rounds off the clip, off rip
Too thick with the stick, bet I won't miss
Lil $lick real sick, don't talk shit
Whip, whip, like a brick scale on fish (Hahahaha, ha, ha, ha)
Suicide, night time, no, we don't fight crime, oh (Ha, ha)
It's the Grey*59 with the real red eyes, and we dyin' inside, ooh (Ha, ha)
Bodies in fluoride, let the rope untie, just crucify me (Ha, ha)
Yung Christ wrists sliced, couple hoes on ice, singin', "RIP" (Ruby)

[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry]
Ruby was a motherfucking reject
Then I cut my wrists, and now I motherfucking bleed checks
Still broke after all the motherfucking weed gets rolled
Hoes askin' if I see a ghost, tell 'em, "No
I just seep smoke when the weed blown"
She choke from the deep-throat, three feet of rope, lethal
Slay the fuckin' sheep, so evil, I'ma hang myself
And then I get to see home, Ruby a fucking demon (Hahahaha, ayy, uh)
Ruby got a cult now, hoes tryna bolt down
Ruby the result of a reject from a small town
Turned into a demon, I'm evolved now
Loud growl, $now Leopard on the prowl (Ayy)
Stay the fuck back, ho, slay the whole pack, ho
Paint the globe black, ho (Ayy)
Soon I will shed this skin, turn to the devil
Then I'll never reminisce (Ayy)
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[Outro: Ruby da Cherry]
Ayy

1000 Blunts

Track 4 on Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation 

"1000 Blunts" is the follow-up to their 2014 song "100 Blunt$."
100 Blunt$ was one of the duo's first songs to use Auto-Tune and sound effects, which may be the same case with this song. The use of autotune and the song title give the song the vibe of a person going on a marijuana trip.

Lyrics

[Intro: Kllo]
Hold tight, (You did good, $lick) hold tight
(It's a Smash!) I'm noticing the mine, I'm noticing the mine
Hold tight, hold tight, I'm noticing the mine, I'm noticing the mine
Hold tight, hold tight, I'm noticing the mine, I'm noticing the mine
Hold tight, hold tight, I'm noticing the mine, I'm noticing the mine

[Verse 1: Anthony Mars]
Yo, light that cigarette, I'm trippin'
Ash it on my bitches
Taking my dose, I never skip it
Still in my hood up pistol gripping
Still got a hundred blunts
Got that Bape up in my cup
Stay with a bitch in the cut
Who stay with my dick in her guts, yeah
Wetto the King of the Grey
Self park, I don't fuck with the valet, sheesh
Private jet, fuck a delay
Went to Paris and back in a day
Okay, no, I'm never okay
Bitch, stop asking
Came up and supported my family
Just for that thеy should give me a Grammy, uh
Running and ducking the slammеr, uh
Thinking 'bout cocking the hammer
The lights, the glitter, the glamour, uh
None of this shit even matter
None of this shit made me happy
Wound up in rehab instead of a casket
Locking me up and they had the rooms padded
Made a straitjacket my fashion

[Verse 2: Norman Atomic]
Ruby da Motherfucker Grim reaping, I'm undercover
Soul seeking, I found another bitch who's thinking that I'm her lover, no
Reason I keep on shrugging, blunt is cashed, let's keep 'em coming
Only weed keeps me from bugging and from seeking out more destruction
I'm a pro at self-doubt, but I doubt I'll ever know
That these bitches want me to fly 'em out just because I upped the glow
All these fuckboys wanna be me, but they keep it on the low
And talk shit about me and my cousin while we're thumbing through our dough
All this fame is such a curse, sometimes I wish I was a ghost
Watch me raise the fucking dead next time I'm on stage at a show

[Chorus: Anthony Mars, Norman Atomic, & Both]
Haunted, haunted, haunted, haunted
Haunted, haunted, haunted, haunted
Haunted, haunted, I can't escape my mind
It's like I'm doing time, all the time
Exhausted, lost it, just one little line
Have this talk with God all the time, yeah
Haunted, haunted, I can't escape my mind
It's like I'm doing time all the time
Exhausted, lost it, just one little line
Have this talk with God all the time, yeah

For the Last Time

Track 13 on KILL YOUR$ELF Sagas: XVI - XX

On "FOR THE LAST TIME," the boys rap about the Misfits, the TV show "Sleepy Hollow" and even a reference to the 1959 book "Hollywood Babylon."
Although the song is titled Part 20 of the Kill Yourself Saga, it is the first song in Part 20 of the Kill Yourself Saga, and its slow and creepy vocals paired with a sharp but tense rhythm make it a perfect classic.

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Lil Choppa]
Stay in the cut on the Northside
Hollow-points, trigger fingers on my fucking .45
Demons risin' out the crypt, I snort me a fat line
Never gave a fuck, grew up out the mud
Pull up, then I pop the trunk
Grew up with the fucking robbers, always kept the mask on
Motherfuckers gon' die if we keep the mask off
$uicide when I ride, bitch, $carecrow the walking shadow
Mozart with no piano, kill when I'm Sleepy Hollow
That mystic motherfucker that's addicted to prescriptions
Xanax for the panic, mental problems you can add in
Multi-million owned business—you just signed a deal, bruh?
Three years passed, still broke and you ain't paid up
Dollars I ain't touched yet, burn it for the fuck of it
Infamous lunatic, you? You just suck dick
Cut Throat with the deathwish, raised where the savage lives
Straight out the death pit, to keep alive the triple six

[Verse 2: YUNG MUTT]
Ruby such a Misfit (Uh)
Hollywood Babylon, can't resist it (Nah)
Fuck a cop, bitch, I'm duckin' all these piglets (Bop)
7th Ward be my motherfucking district (7th Ward)
Yeah, I still got my motherfuckin' wrist slit
Bleeding like a pissed bitch, schemin', I'ma hit licks
After lickin' hits of acid in her fucking split lips
Wig split, just a fuckin' tidbit, dick itch from ingestin' pill bits
Blue bill sick of snortin' powder
I'ma ditch this hunnid for five twenties
TSA keep testin' my money, now I'ma dip quick (Later)
Find me a thick bitch (Wait)
Tit gripped, tip gripped, dick spit in her thick hips, fuck
Fuck with me, bitch, I'm a-fucking-'dicted
And I don't really give a fuck what it is
Told you already that Ruby can't resist it
Big clip to my head, watch that shit drip

Avalon

Track 10 on Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

The song is titled Paradise Island from Celtic Mythology. This is the place where King Arthur's Excalibur was forged and where King Arthur was taken away after being seriously injured. However, $crim and Ruby's lyrics stand in stark contrast to the beautiful island - in the song, the pair vividly address violence and sexuality while showcasing their money and material possessions.

Lyrics

[Intro: M.C. Mack & Lil Cig]
Put the thang up to his brain (You did good, $lick)
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to his brain
Lay you down, you-put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to-the thang up to his brain
Wah, wah

[Verse 1: Lil Cig]
Psycho ward, to the mental, I'm a Don (Yeah, yeah)
In the wards, got the Fenty in my 'ron (Yeah, yeah)
Skate the block off them Xannies, so I'm calm (Wah, wah)
Cough a lot from that damage to my lungs, ayy (Ayy)
Dope smoker, gun-totin', I'm a killer's killer (Wah)
Pill popper, I don't know a lot who really sicker (Ayy)
Full of liquor, codeine-drinker, fuckin' up my liver (Wah)
Pull the trigger up the thriller to the highest bidder (Ayy, ayy)
Ooh, la-la, what's the vibе, pussy boy? (Wah)
AK boom, put 'em in their tomb, take livеs just because (Brr, brr)
Say, "Nah, I'm on fire from the drugs" (Yeah)
Bend that ho, gave that bitch some dick, she get off of my nut (Ayy, ayy)
She gon' deepthroat it till she cry (Cry)
Got my face tatted on her thigh (Thigh)
Realest motherfucker from the Five (Five)
Every meal the last supper when you God (God)

[Bridge: M.C. Mack & DUCKBOY]
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to his brain
Lay you down, you-put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to-the thang up to his brain (A'ight, bet)

[Verse 2: DUCKBOY]
Send me the fuckin' addy and I'll see y'all in a second
Keys to the Fleetwood Caddy, push to start the 911 (Vroom, vroom)
Drive these bitches crazy, yeah, they always tryna date me
Tryna save me, it's all because I suck her titties like a baby
Hate me all you want, better watch your back, I never front
You want problems? I got a bunch
Ain't nothing changed except the chunk, ah
Knock the piss out a pussy boy, trust
Snort a thirty off the .40, let it bust (Bow, bow)
Give me bread, watch how quick I start to duck (Quack)
I put FENTY on her toes, she put Fenty in my cup, uh
What with all this racket? What the fuck with all this fuss? (Uh)
Ruby unapproachable, but still, they bum rush (Yeah, yeah)
Oh my, $uicide, you're that guy (You're that guy)
You're that guy who wanna die, what's your sign? (Taurus?)
She a nine, personality borderline
She tried to stand me up but I dicked her down and bent her spine

[Outro: M.C. Mack]
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to his brain
Lay you down, you-put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to his brain
Put the thang up to-the thang up to-the thang up to his brain

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

Track 1 on I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (V) (2023)

It was released on August 11th, 2023.

Lyrics

Intro: Brad Pitt & [Skinny Pimp]
I'll tell you a secret, something they don't teach you in your temple
The Gods envy us, they envy us because we're mortal
Cause any moment might be our last
Everything is more beautiful, because we're doomed
You did good $lick
(It's a Smash!)
Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch

[Verse 1: Yung Revelations]
Can I ever get a moment to myself?
Each moment that passes is fleeting
I try and I try to escape my own life
At this point y'all should call me Houdini (Oddy don't)
It always ends up with me bleeding
Or so overwhelmed I'm retreating
Back into the hole that I tried to climb out of
It always ends up self defeating
I'm addicted to sex, addicted to drugs
Really whatever will make me feel loved
I don't care what you thinkin'
Yeah, I don't give a fuck
I'm still out here shinin' as bright as the sun
And no matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
Don't disobey when I say, "Give me the gun" (Give me the gun)
If I don't let my demons out to breathe
I'll end up with some horns or pair of fuckin' wings
Come and visit me from time to time (From time to time)
To all the bitches that I was ever with
Yeah, you're still on my mind (Mind-mind)

[Verse 2: Lil Psalm]
Huh, ayy
Yeah, pushing that coupe in the rain (North!)
Think I been going insane (Side!)
Poppin' and smokin' and drinkin' (North!)
Is how I been copin' and dealin' with pain (Side!)
Snort up a line with my Mom, yeah (North!)
I just be hoping to bond (Side!)
Another day working and wasting away (North!)
The exact thing that I wanna buy (Side!)
That's time
I'm in that Double R
Falling the fuck apart
Cooking up my frontal lobe
Play it strong on the phone
But I cry when alone
'Cause my daddy just hit a new low
Fuck
Everyday bad news, everyday cash rules
Fuck what I did (Lets go!)
It's what have you done lately
Fuck that poetic shit (Lets go!)
Got a chrome metal stick up to my brain, just to know heaven for a bit (Go, go, go)
I just want to run away (Away)
But all I ever do is run in place (In place)
The tears I cried it could've iced my chain (My chain)
And on the best days I can't feel my face (My face)

[Chorus: Yung Revelations & Lil Psalm]
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face

[Outro]
The worst part about hell is not the flames, it's the hopelessness
And I think that is the part of hell that a person in depression really tastes
The hopelessness, the terrible hopelessness that comes over

 Runnin' Thru the 7th with My Woadies

Track 3 on $outh $ide $uicide 

"Woadie" or "woe" is a slang term derived from "wardie," which itself refers to the citizens of New Orleans, as the city is divided into several areas called "wards." In Drake's song, he incorrectly used the word "New Orleans" and justified the word choice in an interview with Noisey,

Woe to my crew. It stands for "Pursuit of Excellence." … So, all my friends are a blight on me, and I feel like anyone who strives for excellence in life is a blight on life.

Lyrics

[Chorus: Marie Therese]
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this

[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]
View from a balcony, pool lit up blue
Lawn chairs next to the ice chest
Stuffed two grams in the blunt that we just blew
Now I'm getting blown by a bitch
Who? I don't know her name
Gold chain hanging, got a few in the room
But I don't wear them out, only wear them in the house
'Cause I shine so bright, I don't wanna blind you
Who knew Yung $now wouldn't melt in the summer? It's true
Cold as a polar bear
Chilling with Stunna and $lick, I'm surrounded by tulips
Got me 'bout two clips
Got me 'bout two scripts filled up with Oxy
Smoke hovers all around my fucking body
I murdered this bitch named Oddy, yeah, I shot him
$lick got the shovels, and we digging all night
Pouya in the Caddy
Told him, "Shine the light bright," 'cause I'm digging in darkness
What was a good day has turned into the usual
Back in all black like a funeral

[Chorus: Marie Therese]
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this

[Verse 2: Yung $carecrow]
Runnin' from the cops through the motherfucking 7th
Six bodies dropped, and nobody went to heaven
Block stay hot when I'm creeping with the weapon
Gotta keep the pills in me all because of my depression
City of the crescent, riding with a Smith and Wesson
Got a motherfucker guessing when I hit 'em with the blessing
Two shots to the dome, six shots in the chrome
All shot through your home, now that's a crime zone
$-U-I-C-I-D-E
$carecrow creepin' with Uzi
Lucifer, please come save me
Throw crucifixes at my feet
Walking through the depths of hell
Watchin' as the oceans swell
Grey*59, that's Los Cartel
Nothing but death in every cell

[Chorus: Marie Therese]
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this

[Verse 3: Pouya]
Yuh, she too deep in the flask
Drinking and thinking gonna lead to a bad decision
Déjà vu, I've been through it with you
Multiple times on many occasions
Contemplating vacating without you, I doubt you the one
I could be wrong, I could be sprung, I could be dumb
I could be dumbfounded, well-rounded
Plus the head game therapeutic
She knew when she blew it like Nintendo, you heard me
Some of y'all better curve me, my dick game army strong
My only hope is my song go on for long
This life ain't promised whether you accomplished
What you think about inside of yo' apartment
You working for nothing, you worthless, bitch
Yuh

[Chorus: Marie Therese]
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this
When you come home, I'll stop this

Matte Black

Track 2 on Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

Matte Black is used to promote the Gray Day collection on May 9, 2022.
This song is relatively long for typical $uicideboy$ song lengths.
Scrim's verse is more of a sweeping description of his addictive tendencies. And his manic-depressive self. He changes a lot of themes in this song, like a junkie's mind. First talk about fucking a girl, then talk about getting back on opiates, then back to girls. Sex and drugs are addictions or common addictions for people and he was talking about his sadness and how he now has money to deal with it, after buying land and diamonds, but actually, he is not and will never be truly happy.
Ruby's verse is largely based on the fact that the older he gets, the less able he is to take care of himself. He said what a terrible person he was and that no one should follow him or be around him because he would bring people down with his addiction and behavior.

Lyrics

[Intro: Yung Christ]
(You did good $lick)
(It's a Smash!)
Wetto, Wetto, Wetto
Wetto, Wetto, Wetto
Wet, wet, wet, wet, wet, wet, wet

[Verse 1: Yung Christ]
I got the Glock in my yoga pants
Fucking that bitch in a yoga stance
Swangin' that K' with an open stance
Loaded from smoking that opium
Stain a lil' boy in the clothes he's in
All of my walls, they closing in
51/50, they tryna come get me
Just minding my business and moseying
Matte black, smokin' packs
Panic attacks, back to back
Xanax on my lap, debatin'
Should I relapse?
But back to the hoe I was talkin' 'bout
I just wanna put it up in her mouth
Pimping up in my blood, what's up cuz?
Thuggin' that dirty South
Four letters, two numbers, bitch, Grey*59
Three fingers in the air, main bitch by my side
$licky pull up in a quartеr mill' and slaughter up your daughter
Yung Jesus with thеm Forgi wheels don't walk, he drive on water
Anytime, any place
Any hood, any state
Good 'til it fuckin' ain't
Woods to the fuckin' face
Ridin' with my baby sage
Lines on expensive plates
Tears on my diamond chains
Stoic, never looking phased
Poet when I'm spitting game (Game)
Show me how that pussy shaved (Shaved)
Dosage climbin' with my shame (Shame)
Mama crying for my pain (Pain)
Will they ever understand? (No)
Can I even help my dad? (No)
Money fuckin' up my fam'
Giving until there's nothing left
Pulling up in that latest (Damn!)
Choppa stay on me, don't need no hands
Prefer to be lonely, don't need no friends
Hoe we just fuckin', I don't date fans
I'm with my cousin and talkin' plans
Went to my hood and I copped some land
Blowing through my money like Democrats
Two-step on the IRS, fuck a tax

[Verse 2: Romeo da Black Rose]
Why the fuck you look to me for help?
There ain't an ace in the cards I was dealt
I'm 31, still don't know how to take care of myself
Honestly, I'm scared that I might melt
Leave behind a bunch of black spots on a white pelt
Maybe in the next life I'll come back as a nice belt, Ion' know
There's a fine line between me and you
The biggest difference is I'll snort that shit and probably puke
Dodge and juke all the bullshit y'all try and pull me through
But I'm still shining, baby girl wylin'
Catch me riding by with that look in my eyes
Palms start to sweat, by the way I'm gripping my .9
Yeah, I'm always on my toes but I'm still the same height
Standing tall over my grave
Make sure it's filled with all the people we supposedly saved
Make sure you throw the plaques in and all the money we made
I can't put them on my wall, that shit just ain't my taste
It ain't my taste, it ain't my taste!
Lil Shawty wanna marry me, I said "You're better off in debt"
If it didn't work out baby, I'll be real hard to forget
German whips and private jets, private beaches to access
Fuck on me baby, I'm still a mess and no that ain't a threat
I ride for my family that's Grey*59
Try and be all I can be and not waste my time
On the brink of insanity, I can't make up my mind
Yeah, I battle my vanity and I think I'm blind

[Outro: Yung Christ & Romeo da Black Rose]
Four letters, two numbers, bitch, Grey*59
Three fingers in the air
Three fingers in the air
Four letters, two numbers, bitch, Grey*59
Three fingers in the air, m-
Three fingers in the air, main
I ride for my family that's Grey*59
I ride for my family that's Grey*59
Try and be all I can be and I waste my ti-ti-ti-time
Try and be all I can be and I waste my time